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    4/25/2009

    随意爬上来

    看看自己曾经走过的痕迹也是个不错的事情。。。其实说自己不感性挺假的。。。会突然起来很感动的说老公,我爱你。。。。会突然想想曾经爱过的人,说声对不起。。。会突然想等待日出,看看新升的太阳是不是更加灿烂。。。也会静静的等待时间爬过自己的眉梢滑落到不知何方。。。这就是自我的诠释吧,一个新的日出一个特别的自己。。。
    9/18/2008

    简单的幸福

               终于有了自己的家了,虽然暂时,但是却踏实。。。每个角落都有我的心血哦(哈哈,勤劳的女人。。。)简简单单的生活着两点一线的日子,电话似乎也不需要了,因为不用等待那头发来的声音就已经看到了。。。pinger nd yuta也有了足够的空间跑动。。。爸爸妈妈来了又走,1218338049_5357虽然有不开心,但是开心却再走的那一刻浮现在我的心中。。。原来,我是这么容易感动的人啊。。。最让我开心的是,我不曾骗他们,一家人不说两家话。。。终有啊,简单的幸福就是只要想到,眼睛就弯了下来。。。这才是我理解的才下眉头又上心头。。。
     
    简简单单生活的简简单单的我
    8/8/2008

    breakaway==>take a chance, make a wish

                  我已经很久没有上来了,感觉我的blog都要尘封了。。。看了过去的照片,才发现,已经走过了5年。。。漫长的时间却在不经意间从眉尖划过,竟没有任何波澜。。。什么才是最重要的人,就是当我一次次跌落的心情中唯一的可以想到的人。。。什么才是爱情,就是当我喝黑咖啡都会觉得甜的那份依恋。。。什么才是想念,就是为了给自己不离开的一个理由。。。
     
             当风起的时候,有没有掖好你的被角;当大雨的时候,有没有淋湿你的衣襟;当日出的时候,有没有吻开你的双眼;当晚霞的时候,有没有孤单的感觉。。。如果都是有,那我可以微笑的安心,希望做你身边那个不倒翁,摇摇晃晃开开心心不会跌到,给你信心。。。虽然笨拙的我不能给你卓略的见解,不能给你坚实的后盾。。。我却会尽心给你诚恳的心,不倒的相信。。。1142217083_2875
     
      
    3/20/2008

    Two "T" are belong to China forever

            Tibet and Taiwan, Were,IS,and ALWAYS WILL BE a part of China. If you had never been to China before or had little information about Chinese history except only watching those"fair" Westorn news, plz shut your fu*** up.  You had no right to say anything since you know nothing. Change your situation, if some ppl try to break your country, What do you think? How can the ppl enjoy listenning those unfair news and support them except doing nothing of research? 
     
           Therefore, I post this vedio on my msn blog to tell the truth. Do not think that we are brain washed by any community since we are chinese and we love our country ,the same as other ppl loving their own country. None of you want others break your country. So do I.Thus, stop fu***ing support those ppl who tried to break up my courty.
     
           God will bless the ppl who want peace!!!!
     
           Anyway, Whatever you say, if you want to go to Tibet, you do need to have a CHINESE VISA!!!!!!!
    2/14/2008

    粉色周四

    特别的日子: 现在可以肆意挥霍的日子已经不多了,有时候欲望的强烈也不过是自己虚荣的一种象征罢了。。。希望10月24日如今日。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

    I had a feeling, which love has no first or second. I love you , in my eyes, you the best forever. I don't care other's thinking except you. You are the special for me. I like all pink stuff since you like. I want to prove my love for all the world of you. In the new century, it is belong to both of us. I like staying with you , you think about me as I am thinking about you. Everytime, when you left me in the airport, I ran bcs of being afraid the feeling of leaving you. The valentine day is coming again, and we keep our promise in the wind. Honey, looking at our cups, our dogs, our pink heart, our....everything, they are our loving proof. Hey, baby, it is you. You make me exciting, mad, happy, angry, all bcs of you. I m waiting for you, waiting for your success. It doesn't matter what our future is, and I will stay beside you. The romantic time is not the moment you giving me some gifts. It is , guess what, every time, when I was sad, losing, or upset, you give me a big hug and tell me," I love you", do your best; when I was happy, exciting, you always smile and forgive me when I forgot you. You know what, honey, without you, I am afraid that I can't stand up when I was facing trouble. There's no even, but you make our balance even for me. I wish the angle coming to bless you. I wish I could transfer into a tiny fairy, and you can put me into you pocket, which I can't leave you a second. I wish I could be your air, stay in your eyes, full of your mouth, melt in your smelling, which you can remember me anytime. I apologized to you for my selfish, but I have to say, " do you give the heart to leave me alone?" I know, the answer is absolutely not. Definitely, you will be glad to accept my little selfish. Therefore, I wish the pink Thursday would not stop. ^0^ At the end, I wish everyone having a wonderful valentine day!

    1/23/2008

    子夜

    疲惫的身体,劳累的心,但眼睛却还是象夜空中的星星。。。谢文东,你知道我的眼里只有你嘛? 莫不到看不透才越去追求,因为享受那段过程。。。 笑起来弯弯的,却深邃的眼睛,就好象我心中那面镜子。。。 观后感
    12/15/2007

    告白

            射手座本是茫然的,充满着雾气的空瓶子,爱上了一个人,变成了装满水的瓶子。然而她并不知道何时不够,何时溢出。只有受到冷落的时候,如同把瓶子里的水倒掉,只剩下瓶壁瓶沿上湿漉漉的水珠。 失落感就好像空瓶子对水的怀念,而那些水珠便是射手座的结晶。
     
    。。。。留着
    12/3/2007

    参加喜宴

            早晨起来,发现NYC的第一场雪,那么小,听说waterloo同时也下雪了,肯定很大。。。不过,冷冷的,杀菌。。。
     
            国外的喜宴,小小一桌,围了几个朋友和亲人,没有潜台词,没有三叩首,开始了...我期待我也能够进入角色,可惜老态龙钟的我却举着红酒只会说,"cheers"...唱了几首歌,high却也是几秒...摸摸额头,奇怪,没发烧阿,那为什么思维混沌...
          
            躺在床上,睡不着,说什么都不想睡...看来,明天国宝数量又可以增值了,烟熏妆也可以这么省事...抱着我的apple一直“啃”着QQ,却不跟陌生人说话...才发现apple不能看QQ blog,也不能干很多事情,但是还是挺喜欢,白胖白胖的,和主人一样。。。
     
     
    11/30/2007

    ^0^ Je me présente.

    Bonjour Madame, Mademoiselle, & Monsoieur:
     
    Je me présente, s'il vous plaît.
    Je m'appelle Coco.  Je suis Chiniose.  Chine, Je t'aime.  Je t'amie, pinger, yuta & duoduo. Je suis celibataire. 
     
    Parfait!
    Merci Beaucoup
     
    呵呵,^0^新学的,继续学习。。。
     
    11/9/2007

    这几天

             这几天,剧烈的咳嗽快把我的心都咳出来了,烧得我都不知道东南西北了,本来以为上帝来迎接我去他家玩,结果上帝说我太小,60least....天空也是阴着的,似乎好天气也要说88了。我就这样子喝着药,醒了睡,睡了醒,幸亏没说胡话。有时候人渴望的东西太多不好,但是不渴望又难受。疏理了一下凌乱的头发,披着外套,回忆着过去的那几个月,发生了很多事情,却一直没来得及整理情绪记录下来。。。
             国内的两个月,本打算好好陪父母的,但是东奔西跑,用妈妈的话形容:我在跟时间争。。。
             回来的那几天,本打算好好整理一切的,但是却停滞不前,用老姨的话形容:你没救了。。。
             在纽约的一个月,本来打算从新开始的,但是却诸多不适应,用我自己的话说:我是第三个世界人,夹在中国和外国之间
             在waterloo的一周,本打算和他静静度过我们第四年的纪念日,结果却发现时间原来可以这么快,真地从指尖不留痕迹的溜走。。。
             而现在,他安慰我说,心意到了就够了,而我懊悔得却是失去的本该有的为了不该有的。。。其实,错从开始却如此结束,幸好的是,知道了明白了,人总是在错误中成长。。。嘿嘿,我要快乐,miss u , twobar,
     
    饭团
    Happy birthday, my little honey, pinger....mom is always besides u....
    10/8/2007

    奋斗---pinger's birthday

          happy birthday, my little pigger
     
              我要感谢所有伤害过我的人,所有爱过我的人,是你们,为我的人生增添了色彩,无论它是灰色的还是耀眼的。。。没有你们的爱,或者你们的伤害,我可能永远不知道长大,永远不知道重新站起来迎接下一个黎明的惊喜。。。。没有完全的敌人也没有绝对的朋友,我祝福朋友也尊重我的敌人,希望未来不是梦
           下一个挑战会是什么呢。。。呵呵,像过山车一样刺激。。。
     
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    别人再大的事也是别人的,自己再小的事也是自己的
     
     
          我要时刻记住这句话
    9/29/2007

    去纽约 NYC

              When I stay in NYC, I found that there are soooooo many things I donn understand.  I try 2 push myself follow their steps, however, difficult nd totally difficult.  It makes me regretting  T-T, but I know that I am not too bad . Therefore, I will give myself three chances, hope the 3rd chance won't be wasted. At weekend,  I will cost the whole SUN to travel NYC with my aunt nd her family. I got lots of hope (hope+hope+hope...) 
    God, plz accept these hopes........
     
          crap, why my eyes r still open....come on, this is my weekend....sleep....^@^
    9/3/2007

    小白。。。

    小白,吃青椒
    辣辣的,连眼泪都挤出来了
    小白,你为什么那么白
    因为脑袋里空了~~~
    小白,为什么你只会叫
    因为你踩到我的脚了
     
    小白,为什么我想哭,
    傻瓜,因为眼泪不听话
    。。。
    那小白,你管不好的话
    把水龙头接过来
    我正好不用交水费了
    7/6/2007

    Maria

    中文大意:
    喂 从现在开始
    再热情一点
    Oh~别害怕
    展现在眼前的
    是阳光普照的光明大道
    OH~绝对不要停下脚步

    Maria~ Ave maria~

    我要飞到白云的边际

    Maria~ Ave maria~

    狂风暴浪也阻挡不了我

    奇迹就这样
    在你眼前出现
    OH~绝对不要停下脚步

    Maria~ Ave maria~

    我要飞到白云的边际

    Maria~ Ave maria~

    狂风暴浪也阻挡不了我

    Maria~

    原本整个停止跳动的心脏
    又势不可档地跳动起来了

    Maria~ Ave maria~

    我要飞到白云的边际

    Maria~ Ave maria~

    狂风暴浪也阻挡不了我

    Maria~ Ave maria~

    我要飞到白云的边际

    Maria~ Ave maria~

    狂风暴浪也阻挡不了我
    자 지금 시작해
    조금씩...뜨겁게...
    Oh~두려워하지마

    펼쳐진 눈앞에
    저 태양이 길을 비춰
    Oh~절대 멈추지마

    Maria~ Ave maria~
    저 흰 구름끝까지 날아
    Maria~ Ave maria~
    거친 파도따윈 상관없이


    기적은 이렇게
    네 눈앞에 펼쳐있어
    Oh~절대 멈추지마

    Maria~ Ave maria~
    저 흰 구름끝까지 날아
    Maria~ Ave maria~
    거친 파도따윈 상관없이
    Maria~

    멈춰버린 심장 전체가
    걷잡을수 없이 뛰어와~


    努力呼吸努力生活。。。。Final.....A za A za Fighting....灯泡
    6/27/2007

    涕零

               随着时间的更替,发现外表没什么变化,但是内心却多了很多少了很多。如果那是份内疚,我想化为祝福和期盼会更好;如果那是份亏欠,我想化为回忆和奋进会更有意义;如果那是份期望,我想还是让时间来把它填埋。
              生活就是这样子,像没有停靠的长途车。。。
              开始看了这句话,没有思量太多。。。但当看懂了听明白了,才发现,当彼此成为平行线的时候,明知结果却还是想努力奔跑,奋力去呼吸,希望能看到焦点。。。
              不说也会明白,算是默契。。。。说了都不明白,就是距离
              最无奈的事情不是错了不能更改,而是还没有做就已经有了答案。。。
              无知不等于幼稚,但无知比幼稚更可怕。。。
              如果时间会停住,我想我要把我的微笑定格;时间不会停住,所以我不能一直微笑。。。
              矛盾的人生夹缝中长着欲望的草,而谁是那个勤劳的除草人呢?
              最后,还是贪图了那句:“执子之手与子偕老”,希望我真得握的紧自己的命运,既然改变不了从前,适应不了现在,那就努力创造未来
    6/9/2007

    庆幸。。。继续我的猴子风格

         好久没来写写了。。。。可能要写得太多,也可能因为太懒。。。今天度过了一周内最开心的时光,最无厘头的时候和最难过的时间。。。和男朋友两个人悠哉的跑到pet shop去看可爱的小家伙们。。。比量一下发现,还是我家twobar比较mini....老公越来越喜欢那些小poodle了,说他们白胖白胖的(和老婆一样有料。。。。。)我说,那好啊,买一只咯。。。他说:“不要,两个小家伙那么开心,如果分开了他们那是多么残忍的事情啊,他们肯定会思念对方的”。。。。我咋觉得我们角色对换了呢 离开了pet shop,我们唐突的塞了两口饭,就一路小跑得到了galaxy(因为下雨了。。。。)看来我觉得这些天最认为经典的“ocean's 13”。。。。具体内容还是待大家看了后再作评价吧,本人就不多讲了,还是那句话“看来不白看哦”
     
            看完电影后,和老公决定再回去看看我们的小家伙。。。。突然发现,有个可爱的小乌龟,思量了一下,决定给儿子买下来。。。没办法,做妈妈的人,满满的心里装的都是儿子。。。。继而就上演了今天最不开心的一幕。。。。眼泪把我家下水道都堵严实了突然觉得,和儿子分别那么久,他会想我的。。。。儿子他爹和儿子一起,突然觉得像月亮成了月牙,缺了一角。。。
            我现在知道为什么离不开这个该死的家伙了,原来自己的那颗心被他偷走了。。。还顺道分给了我家儿子。。。。希望我永远就这样子,像parite 里面的那个海怪,没有难过。。。。。多多,爱你等于爱自己。。。。这是今天最无厘头的时刻了。。。如果你看完了,证明你比我还神经。。。。
     
    5/1/2007

    Pinger vs Twobar

    花心思写的东西不见得真心,随意写的东西也不是没理由。。。。这才叫随笔。。。。
     
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    我有兔子了。。。。
    3/21/2007

    BS...recently....no idea

          Few days ago, it seemed that spring was coming.....actually, not..... I donn know my feeling , just confused.....I am wondering all of those feeling has been happened bcs of the weather.... I don like it in fact.....yesterday, I talked with Mike. I knew that I am weird since I talked with an old man who always asked me the same questions.....

    however, I just wanna let somebody listenning nd share my feeling.....nd I donn wanna it is my friend.....bcs the feeliing itself is conflict.... Go back to the topic......we were talking about phylosophy( hope I spell rightly).........He told me that he talked with a woman who lost her one leg..... suddenly, a mind appeared to my brain....We always wish that the better things are coming soon but forgetting the normal ones beside us.... When we lost them, we found that we do care them more than before.... nd unfortunately , time can't go back..... the only thing we can do is regretting.....You hate that, eh? So do I ...... However, even though we realized, we still do it....... bcs sometime it doesn't depend on ourselves.....
             We always pick happniess to save in our memory....it looks like there is no sad ,rude nd struggle second in the world around u, eh? Actually, no way.....He, u nd me, all of us have struggle moment.......maybe u only wanna lick it for good....or just bury it in ur head .......who knows.....
             I like this sentence which comes from my friend's blog,"there is no love that is forever....what he lost is only a person loving him, nd what u lost is a person u loved......however, u get a new life , nd a new chance to get new love.....Make a deep breath, in the furture of ur life that is full of loving buds, there's a one that is belong to you but not consoling you......Not only thank for the god, but also we should be appresiate that the wound has been comforted since time going.....
              anyway, we can't control accidents in the future, but we can do our best to live better......take care oursevles, even if he vn't loved u anymore..... 

    "Going back to an ex, is like swimming back to a sunken ship." 

    ----Paul Lokko 

    3/18/2007

    what's your birthday mean?

    Your Birthdate: December 20
    You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride.
    Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing.
    When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it.
    It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious.

    Your strength: Your warm heart

    Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions

    Your power color: Black

    Your power symbol: Musical note

    Your power month: February
    3/17/2007

    近处的姚明好颓废哦

        首先首先,瓶盖儿和她小妈一起大声。。。。“不老的小多多,happy birthday!!!
     
          中国时差,偶和偶家老公跑到了多伦多,看到了传说中n高的姚明同志,厚厚,真得很高涅。。。坐在第二排,近距离感受了“高人的游戏”。。。。。还有好多好多靓女。。。。。。。让我只想 
    。。。。说来惭愧,我连对方主场的队员都表是很了解,,只知道坐在前面看到了姚明==花了我半个月的工资涅。。。。。
          嘿嘿,,老公生日,再想到鄙人我,不才,还上了电视,嘿嘿,算了算了。。。。看比赛看比赛,甭臭美了。。。大比分赢了对方,T-Mc 就是不一样。。。。。嘿嘿,好玩的是他那天比赛居然和我老公穿了一样的鞋子。。。。连续的三分球,挖赛,还有对方球员Bosh的转身投篮,帅呆了,原来电视上演的是真的阿。。。。一直以为特技呢。。。。别扔我。。。。。
         
             还有杂技表演,呵呵,放的歌居然是妹妹坐花轿。。。。。最好玩的是,我强烈佩服老外的憋尿功夫。。。整个上半场,前方阵地就我一个人出去小小解决了一下。。。。我还以为自己有问题呢,等中场休息的“bi"声响起,跟大撤退似的,呼拉,人就都跑光了。。。。。原来你们也很急啊。。。。
    。。。。晚些时候把那些极度不清楚地照片拿上来呼啦一下。。。。