特别的日子： 现在可以肆意挥霍的日子已经不多了，有时候欲望的强烈也不过是自己虚荣的一种象征罢了。。。希望10月24日如今日。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

I had a feeling, which love has no first or second. I love you , in my eyes, you the best forever. I don't care other's thinking except you. You are the special for me. I like all pink stuff since you like. I want to prove my love for all the world of you. In the new century, it is belong to both of us. I like staying with you , you think about me as I am thinking about you. Everytime, when you left me in the airport, I ran bcs of being afraid the feeling of leaving you. The valentine day is coming again, and we keep our promise in the wind. Honey, looking at our cups, our dogs, our pink heart, our....everything, they are our loving proof. Hey, baby, it is you. You make me exciting, mad, happy, angry, all bcs of you. I m waiting for you, waiting for your success. It doesn't matter what our future is, and I will stay beside you. The romantic time is not the moment you giving me some gifts. It is , guess what, every time, when I was sad, losing, or upset, you give me a big hug and tell me," I love you", do your best; when I was happy, exciting, you always smile and forgive me when I forgot you. You know what, honey, without you, I am afraid that I can't stand up when I was facing trouble. There's no even, but you make our balance even for me. I wish the angle coming to bless you. I wish I could transfer into a tiny fairy, and you can put me into you pocket, which I can't leave you a second. I wish I could be your air, stay in your eyes, full of your mouth, melt in your smelling, which you can remember me anytime. I apologized to you for my selfish, but I have to say, " do you give the heart to leave me alone?" I know, the answer is absolutely not. Definitely, you will be glad to accept my little selfish. Therefore, I wish the pink Thursday would not stop. ^0^ At the end, I wish everyone having a wonderful valentine day!

however, I just wanna let somebody listenning nd share my feeling.....nd I donn wanna it is my friend.....bcs the feeliing itself is conflict.... Go back to the topic......we were talking about phylosophy( hope I spell rightly).........He told me that he talked with a woman who lost her one leg..... suddenly, a mind appeared to my brain....We always wish that the better things are coming soon but forgetting the normal ones beside us.... When we lost them, we found that we do care them more than before.... nd unfortunately , time can't go back..... the only thing we can do is regretting.....You hate that, eh? So do I ...... However, even though we realized, we still do it....... bcs sometime it doesn't depend on ourselves.....
         We always pick happniess to save in our memory....it looks like there is no sad ,rude nd struggle second in the world around u, eh? Actually, no way.....He, u nd me, all of us have struggle moment.......maybe u only wanna lick it for good....or just bury it in ur head .......who knows.....
         I like this sentence which comes from my friend's blog,"there is no love that is forever....what he lost is only a person loving him, nd what u lost is a person u loved......however, u get a new life , nd a new chance to get new love.....Make a deep breath, in the furture of ur life that is full of loving buds, there's a one that is belong to you but not consoling you......Not only thank for the god, but also we should be appresiate that the wound has been comforted since time going.....
          anyway, we can't control accidents in the future, but we can do our best to live better......take care oursevles, even if he vn't loved u anymore..... 

"Going back to an ex, is like swimming back to a sunken ship." 

----Paul Lokko